Bonnie, at Faith Barista gave us this topic to write about today…
Whitespace Jam: Share a moment you felt close to God recently.
I’ve been mulling this over. There are many, what I would consider, small moments where I have felt close to God.
Day to day moments. I’m thankful for my life…and in many ways profoundly grateful for the way things have turned out.
For you see, it might not have been this way...
I, like many of you, have had moments or times in my life where I have felt the very hand of God.
Sometimes I knew it right then…other times not until after the fact. When we think of God many times we expect grand miracles,
strong battles, beautiful creations, and the dead being raised to life. And it is true…God is all these things. He is also so
much more. There are times in my life where I’ve cried out to Him, “God where are you?” Sometimes, for His own
reasons, God is silent. Even if I did not understand at the time, God did. He was always close.
If I could make a map of my life,
it would show a pattern touched by the Sovereign.
Here are some moments from my story. My God moments. The Ever Present in my every day.
* A college graduate who had traveled back home to look for a job. Applications. Interviews. Doors slammed.
“God I know you called me to be a special education teacher. Why can’t I get a job teaching here?” A phone call from
a professor in Tennessee, he had tracked me down to Maryland by way of a friend. A small school, in a small community
in the mountains of Appalachia needed me. Would I consider going? Nearly 600 miles from Maryland…from home.
And God held the door open wide. A small town with a big heart. Memories of my early years of teaching still warm me,
all these decades later. God brought me to this place and I knew that God was close.
*The cries were like music. From the moment the nurse laid my newborn son on my chest, I knew that motherhood would profoundly
change me. I hadn’t known if I’d be able to get pregnant. The fact that I did, was a gift from God. A new role as mother….and God was there.
* “Ma’am, we tried to resuscitate him for 45 minutes straight. We could never get a good heart beat. I’m so sorry.” Part of me
died that day, along with my husband. Plans changed. A new normal.
A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling. (Psalm 68:5 NIV) I have never felt so close to God
as I did during my years of widowhood. I clung to this verse from God. He would father my young son, and be my defender. Many
days and dark nights, I would tell God I was scared. He never left me. He most certainly was my defender.
I was able to sleep in peace…with God close to me.
* This man lived so far away. I could not possibly get involved in a long distance relationship. God has a way of working the impossible into
the possible. Time and distance are not deterrents to a God that is not chained to calendars or clocks. He is the God of second chances. My new husband and I stood before God to say our vows. Two families brought together as one. God was at that ceremony.
I could list many, many times that God was close, as He mapped out my life. There are the big God moments, the bends in the road, the path not taken…..and there are the small moments of realization. The warmth of my children’s hugs. Notes of encouragement from my loved ones. The beauty of much needed rain splashing against the window pane. An email from an old friend. Waking up to my husband’s smile. The comfortable house that I live in. The dog licking my ankles. A cold glass of tea.
All things are from God. God is not a stranger to me. He does not live far away. He has not left me alone. He is intimately involved in the day to day moments of my life. He is close to me. Always.
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Dawn: It seems we are truly soul sisters!!
Oh Dawn, you have definitely have a testimony of God’s faithfulness through the valley of death. Praise God you came through the other side and can testify.
Bless you! Thank you for sharing your heart!
You have definitely had your fair share of pains in this world, Dawn. I’m thankful that you can see God’s hand weaving through it, so faithfully. I also am thankful that He is always close to us, in hard times and in smooth times. Always there.